Hello. My name is Samantha...and this is my journal.
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Sakujo. Sakujo. Sakujo. Sakujo. SAKUJO!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Just for the hell of it, I'm going to show you my top played songs on iTunes. Keep in mind this is less accurate, as I more frequently listen to my iPod or videos on youtube. EVEN LESS so cuz I accidentally reset everything when I moved my music to my external hard drive, and can you BELIEVE that Zetsubou Billy is not on this list? HELL NO. I listened that hundreds of times... In any case, here I go. Embarrassing myself.
iTunes MOST PLAYEDNumber One with a mortifying (what the hell is wrong with me) 59 plays:
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>I've always been the kind of girl that hid my face. So afraid to tell the world what I've got to say, but I have this dream right inside of me. I'm gonna let it show; it's time to let you know, to let you know...</>This Is Me from Camp Rock T_T
Number Two much less distressing with 48 plays:
<>WAKE UP! Grab a brush and put on a little makeup! Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup! Why'd you leave the keys upon the table!? Here you go create another fable!</>Chop Suey by System of a Down
Number Three with 30 plays:
<>I hear a voice say, "Don't be so blind." It's telling me all these things that you would probably hide. Am I your one and only desire? Am I the reason you breathe, or am I the reason you cry?</>Always by Saliva
Number Four with 24 plays:
Angel Sanctuary AMV with song Chop Suey by System of a Down LMAO oops.
<> [link] </>It's so pretty and I canNOT find it online, so I'm uploading it to photobucket, tho I did not make it, so you can see the pretty!Number Five with (r u srs?!) 21 plays:
<>Lalalala... Oh baby, baby, have you seen Amy tonight? Is she in the bathroom; is she smokin' up outside? Oh! Oh baby, baby, does she take a piece of lime for the drink that I'ma buy her. Do you know just what she likes? Oh! Oh, oh. Tell me have you seen her, 'cause I'm so, oh! I can't get her off of my brain. I just wanna go to the party she go'n go. Can somebody take me home? Hahaheeheehahaho...</>If You Seek Amy by Britney Spears *facepalm* DAMN U JASON S.
Number Six with (more than ok2bgay?) 14 plays:
<>
ut on your helmet, boys, we're goin' for a ride. On a mission from planet Earth together we will fly. To spread out the word all over. From Mars to the Moon to Dover. Just like us, you soon will see the light. Don't be afraid now, boys, this mission cannot fail. Our brothers will join us soon, and gay guys will prevail. So put on your rubber suits now. Shine up your silver boots now. Uranus is the goal! We are the gays in space! On a sexual crusade! We're gonna let you know, homogenity's the way. It's a wink if you think boys are pretty in pink, and you want an umbrella and a straw in your drink. Let it out, let us in, let the party begin.</>Gays In Space by Tomboy
I'd better stop singing now....
Number Seven with 13 plays:
<>It's okay to be gay, let's rejoice with the boys in the gay way. Hooray for the kind of man that you will find in the gay way. Father figures we are. You're a shooting star; you've come so far. I was once in your shoes. In a close like you. I had nothing to lose.</>OK2BGay by Tomboy... I'm sensing a pattern
and again... I really better stop...
Number Eight with 13 plays:
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>Gay guys arise united! Gay men put on your red shoes, line those eyes tonight. You can conquer the world, but, comrades, you must fight. Draw your lipstick, praise your glory, writing history. Sing it when we all hail to the final victory!</
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Gay Guys Arise United by Tomboy quick someone stop me!!!
Number Nine with 12 plays:
<>furitsuzuku Ame no naka de--(Inside of the continually falling Rain) utsuroge ni Sora o miageteita--(Hollowly, I looked up into the Sky) kagirinaku hirogaru hate ni--(With the ends stretching out into eternity) jiyuu o motomeru tori no mure ga naiteita--(A flock of birds looking for freedom was crying out) ushinatta egao no kazu dake--(Only your lost smiling face) kesshite uragiru koto wa dekinai n'da to--(Could never do anything like betray) nandomo sou kokoro de tsubuyaita --(Over and over I murmured this to my heart)</>Dears by Gackt
That's so Aka's song. Just for him. The slow version, those the quick version's pretty too!!! (I've listened to this WAY more on my ipod for HOURS.)
Number Ten with 12 plays:
<> [link] </>Vanilla Live Video by Gackt
surprised it's not a higher number.
Number Eleven with (that's hilarious) 11 plays:
<>tsuki no KAASU tsumetai yume no naka de.....--(Moon's curse in this icy dream...) kotoba no nai sekai de bokura wa ai wo kataru itsuka kimi ni todoku made--(In a world with no words, I profess my love Until it will reach you, someday) kizu darake no kainade daki yoseta kuchibiru no--(The intense wish that fell from those lips That I held close with wounded arms) haritsumeta negai tokashitakute--(I wanted to unravel it for you) nee aishiatta kako no utsukushisa sutesareba--(Because if I throw away the beauty Of our love that existed in the past) ashita motto kirei na yaoru e yukeru kara--(I can go towards a more beautiful night tomorrow)</>Tsuki No KAASU by Okina Reika really? for srs? okay
Number Twelve with 10 plays:
<>All that I'm living for! All that I'm dying for! All that I can't ignore, alone at night. I can feel the night beginning. Separate me from the living. Understanding me, after all I've seen. Piecing every thought together. Find the words to make it better. If I only knew how to pull myself apart!</>All That I'm Living For by Evanescence
Number Thirteen with 9 plays:
<>kanjin na toki ni wa itsumo soba ni inai--(You're never around during the crucial times) nani ga taisetsu na mono na no ka wakarou to mo shinai--(You're not sure what's important to you) daremo ga kimi ni akiakishiteru--(Someone's sick of you) meatarashii mono bakari oikaketeite--(You only chase after novelties) "furuki yoki jidai wa doko ni itta no!!"--("Where did those good old days go!!") sonna kuchiguse wa kimi ni nageku shikaku wa nai--(You have no right to lament things like that) kimi no me ni utsutteru boku no egao wa subete ga mukuwarenai--(Reflected in your eyes, my face doesn't return anything) saisho kara wakatteta hazu na no ni...--(From the beginning you must have known...)</>Mirror by Gackt
not surprising.
Number Fourteen with 9 plays:
<>Yo brother A2Z. Yo whassup B. Yo what time is it? Ha, ha. It's laundry day! Doodoodoo... Well, let the geek in the pink take a stab at it. If you like the way I'm thinkin', baby, wink at it. I may be skinny at times, but I'm fat for the rhymes. Pass me the mike, and I'ma grab at it. Well isn't it delicious, crazy way that I'm kissin'? 'Cause baby listen to this: don't wanna miss it while it's hittin'. Sometimes you gotta fit in to get in, but don't ever quit 'cause soon I'm gonna let you in, but see...</>Geek In The Pink by Jason Mraz that's from a Mello vid I found
Number Fifteen with 8 plays:
<>Lookin' at your picture from when we first met. You gave me a smile that I could never forget, and nothing I could do, could protect me from you that night. Wrapped around your finger, always in my mind. The days were thin, 'cause we stayed up all night. Yet you and I weren't anything... anything today...</>Just Want You To Know by The Backstreet Boys are u srs? really? that's kinda sad... in a pathetic sort of way...
Number Sixteen with 8 plays:
<>Gettin' born in the state of Mississippi. Papa was a copper, and'a momma was a hippie. In Alabama, she was swingin' hammer, price ya' gotta pay when ya' break the panorama. She never knew that there was anything more than poor. What in the world does your company take me for? Black bandanna, sweet Louisiana. Robbin' on a bank in the state of Indiana. She's a runner, rebel, and a stunner. On her merry way, sayin', "Baby, what you gonna?" Lookin' down the barrel of a hot metal '45. Just another way to survive...</>Dani California by The Red Hot Chili Peppers so totally only cuz it's from the DN movies.
Number Seventeen with 8 plays:
<>Ven ven aqui hay fiesta por el salvador. Se convirtio la fe de color seductor. Colores del arco iris. Saceredote vesetido de negro estas. Desvestiendote bailando con migo veras. Colores del arco iris. En su imagen El nos creo. Varones y hembras felizes. Y los demas que son como yo. Tenemos la fe de color.</>El Huerto by Tomboy again? srsly? Oh how I wish I spoke Spanish more...
Number Eighteen with 7 plays:
<>Lalalalalala Lalalalalalalalalala I'm wishing on a star and trying to believe that even though it's far, he'll find me Christmas Eve. I guess that Santa's busy, 'cause he's never come around. I think of him, when Christmas comes to town. The best time of the year, when everyone comes home. With all this Christmas cheer, it's hard to be alone. Putting up the Christmas tree with friends who come around. It's so much fun when Christmas comes to town!</>When Christmas Comes To Town from The Polar Express really??? for real? damn I'ma dork... but it's a GOOD song...
Number Nineteen with 7 plays:
<>The reason why I stand, the answer lies in you. You hung to make me strong, although my praise was few. When I fall I bring your name now that I have found in you. A heart that bleeds forgiveness, replacing all these thoughts of painful memories, but I know that your response will always be...</>Take You Back by Jeremy Camp from a Kiba and Akamaru video lmao it's prob religious or something... but i can ignore that. . .
Number Twenty with 7 plays:
<>I woke up early this morning, around 4 a.m. With the moon shinin' bright as headlights on the interstate. I pulled the covers over my head, and tried to catch some sleep, but thoughts of us kept keepin' me awake. Ever since you found yourself in someone else's arms, I've been tryin' my best to get along, but that's okay, there's nothing left to say, but...</>You'll Think Of Me by Keith Urban (i didn't rewrite this to apply to Draco or anything... "Take your wand, and take you freedom" "Leave your tie and leave your leather" "I went out flyin' tryin' to clear my head") SHUT UP HE'S MY DRACO AND YOU CAN'T HAVE ANY!
Number Twenty One with 6 plays:
<>Ah, the sun is born of night, it sets again Though no one’s here to see - it’s endless Sad, but everybody knows A trip to heaven’s not really on the cards, no Yet my “moment” has come A crying shame, for now my life is over</>Perfect Moment by Hyde (it's a sad song but sweet)
Number Twenty Two with 6 plays:
<>Sweet Vanilla I give myself to you Bara wo shiki dumete suteki na yume mi wo--(I'll lay roses over you and show you a beautiful dream) Darling, It’s all for your love Me wo fusagi takunaru sekai no hate demo--(Even here at the ends of the earth, where you want to close your eyes) Kanashi mase wa shinai--(I won't let you be sad)</>Sweet Vanilla by Hyde (which I SWEAR is a response to Gackt's Vanilla... TRY TO TELL ME IT'S NOT!!! LIARS!!!)
Number Twenty Three with 6 plays:
<>He broke your heart. He took your soul. You hurt inside, 'cause there's a hole. You need some time to be alone. Then you will find what you've always know. I'm the one who really loves you, baby. I've been knocking at your door.</>I'll Be Waiting by Lenny Kravitz (another DN movie ending song)
Number Twenty Four with 6 plays:
<>I can take the Rain on the roof of this empty house; that just comforts me. I can take a few tears now and then and just let 'em out. I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while. Even though, goin' on with you gone still upsets me. There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay, but that's not what gets me...</>What Hurts The Most by Rascal Flatts
(I never say this first line their way and I never will)
Number Twenty Five with 6 plays:
<>They say don't trust. You. Me. We. Us. So we'll do what we must, 'cause it's you, me, and it's all about, it's all about...</>All About Us by T.A.T.U. this is from a Loveless and Sukisho vid I love. *dreamy eyes*
Please remember that this is incorrect information, since it was reset recently. T_T I'm gonna include a little list (sans lyrics) at the bottom from my iPod most played.
iPod MOST PLAYED SHORT LIST:HO SHIT *ahem* sry, you'll see...
1. A New Day Has Come by Céline Dion with 205 plays.
2. This Is Me from Camp Rock with 61 plays. DAMN
3. Dears by Gackt with 45 plays. I so loves that song
4. Dani California by The Red Hot Chili Peppers from The DN Live Movies with 40 plays. I'm seeing a trend
5. Nobody's Home by Avril Lavigne with 39 plays. From when I drew
[link]6. Always by Saliva with 31 plays. From when I drew
[link]7. If You Seek Amy by Britney Spears with 14 plays. DAMN YOU JASON S
8. Mirror (Mars Version) by Gackt with 14 plays. The best version
9. Manatsu no Yoru no Yume by Shikao Suga from The DN Live Movies with 10 plays.
10. Sweet Vanilla by Hyde with 9 plays.
11. Geek In The Pink by Jason Mraz with 9 plays. More trends
12. Chop Suey by System Of A Down with 9 plays.
13. Farewell by Gackt with 8 plays.
14. Snow (Hey Oh) by The Red Hot Chili Peppers from The DN Live Movies with 8 plays.
15. Vanilla (Mars Version) by Gackt with 7 plays.
16. I'll Be Waiting by Lenny Kravitz from The DN Live Movies with 7 plays.
17. Malchik Gey by T.A.T.U. with 7 plays. Such a great song. MALCHIK GEY
18. Gay Guys Arise United by Tomboy with 7 plays.
19. ありったけの愛で (Arittake no Ai de - With All My Love) by Gackt with 6 plays.
20. 鶺鴒 ~Seki-Ray - Wag Tail~ by Gackt with 6 plays.
21. Boulevard Of Broken Dreams by Green Day with 6 plays. Reminds me of Riku
22. Fly by Hilary Duff with 6 plays.
23. 6th Inuyasha Opening Angelus by Hitomi Shimatani with 6 plays.
24. Secret Letters by Hyde with 6 plays.
25. Angel's Tale ~English Ensemble~ by Hyde with 6 plays.
I'll shut up now.
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QUICK!!! Go join my and Xhley's club!
Pokemon and yaoi! What more could you want?! Do it now! 
These are my friends.See how they glisten. See this one shine... How he smiles in the light. My friend. My faithful friend...
They're Touching Me...
If I forgot anyone who thinks they srsly belong on here, I'm soooo sorry!!! Plz inform me of my mistake immediately!
MY FAMILY Mother: ~
Arinnez "Do you hear ticking?"
My Yaoi Lover and HUZHBAND: ~
CujoPwnsYou "Chaser of ZE EVILLE BUNNIES!"
The Raito to my L: ~
helloprocro "hellz yeah... i am teh god.... I AM JUSTICE!
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Little Neko Cousin: ~
Kiiro-chi "Cherries are spiffy, and this kitty pwns you.
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Imouto~chan: ~
TwilightMirror "One day, in the near future, fluffy, pink bunnies will RULE TEH WORLD!!!
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The Shika to my Chouji: ~
TwilightMirror "How troublesome."
My Rookie Ninja Squad 5 Leader/World~kage: ~
dragonalite "HOT STUFF, COMIN' YOUR WAY!!!!!!"
Ryuu~chan/The Kiba to my Shino: ~
dragonalite "Hey, now, that’s not nice. I do so have self-control! There was that one time that I didn’t punch you… A few sentences back."
The Riku to my Sora: ~
somenlitenfisk "And it's the story about the
boy who fell in
love with his
shadow."
Crazed Neighbor From Next Door: *
MMC-kun "GET OFF MY LAWN!
"
The Blond Boy Down the Street: ~
yukoshoo "Do I have to?"
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I know you have a dream. You just haven't dreamed it yet... Rhyme TWEWY
Just a warning...
I'm so uninspired lately. I apologize. Someone needs to kick me in the ass and make me accomplish something for once. I mean, you guys haven't even met Z yet! 
It's just not right. I used to live on here. I dunno... maybe after I get a life, a real job, out of my stupid parents house... who am I kidding? I'm stuck here for fucking ever. T_T *le sigh* Oh well. I promise I'll try me damndest to at least get a Z & Me comic up on here within the next month. GOMEN NE, GUYS! I STILL LOVE YOU ALL LOTS!!! 
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Gloomy
So, most of you know that I worship at Poppy Z. Brite~sama's feet. 
And that I've been dying for a copy of her "Stay Awake" but it was ridiculously expensive, or never for sale online... both bad things. I've been looking for AGES. Well... I finally found it! . . . for $100. 
Mesmerized
That's hilarious enough to make this whole thing worth watching!!! Though the end if pretty weird.... Don't worry Raito, we don't believe Near's propaganda. 
Lmao
Questionable
Me and Procro just stopped by to say... "HELLO THAR!" 
